If you're answer is the latter (living). You have to start focusing on your purpose,things you desire and improving your intellect. Focus on self-improvement to stop thinking about death. read more
Start with the basics. Think back over the last few days and write down as many details as you can remember about the times you thought about death. Include exactly what you were doing when the thoughts arose. The fear of death is very common. Throughout human history, people have been concerned and preoccupied with the idea of death and dying. read more