I can't answer your first question as to why you're so scared of them but I can probably help out with the second part. :) I was deathly terrified of them back when I was younger and even more so when they start flying. Then in highsc... read more
Before I knew it whenever I'd see a cockroach even without my airsoft pistol with me, I didn't feel so scared anymore. I subconsciously associated roaches with the fun that I had killing them with my pistol. read more
Now almost 30, i can KINDA see one in the room and just keep an eye on it and be OK, but i can’t squash it, i can’t get a cup over it, i can’t scare it away, i just keep a clear escape route between myself and my door and its fine. read more