Why do I feel like I'm lying to myself?

It seems like EVERY thought, question you have about yourself is a lie, including your self-esteem…you say, “You idiot, why are you lying?” I'm quite sure they are not lies at all. It's almost like a persecution complex! You may have to make an appt with a mental health professional if this doesn't cease & desist pretty quickly. read more

Sometimes I feel adamant that I'm trans, other times I feel like I'm trans, but I wish it weren't true, and other times I feel like I'm not actually trans and that I'm just lying to myself because I want to feel different. read more

Lying's just one more facet to the general problem I've created for myself. If I'm in a group and they all hate something with a burning passion, but I actually love it and am asked about it, I'll just pretend to hate it. read more